Fully Surrender To God's Will

By: Kay Camenisch

Hebrews 12:1-2

12 Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

I need to trust Him. I need to sign the check.

Why is it hard this time?

I think it’s hard because I have an agenda — work God’s given me to do.

If I get tied up in another direction, how can I finish what I’ve started?

I also have things I want to do. If I commit to this, I might not have time for what I want. What if it costs me too much?

But, if my present agenda is making me hesitate, is it really for Him? If I’m not willing to change directions, is that a sign that I’ve now claimed my activities, my life, as my own? Am I living for God or for me?

I know the Lord’s always been faithful. He will be with me, and He promised He won’t give me more than I can handle. His grace is sufficient, and so forth. I know the promises.

But, sometimes it’s hard to surrender. Hard to lay it all down. Even when you know it’s what’s being asked of you.

The Lord is gracious. He doesn’t leave us alone in our struggles.

For me, this time, peace came through verses from Ecclesiastes 3:

• “He has made everything beautiful (appropriate) in its time.” Ecclesiastes 3:11
• “There is an appointed time for everything.” Ecclesiastes 3:1
• “A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance.” Ecclesiastes 3:4 – and a time to serve.

I can trust the Lord with my agendas, strength, and time requirements … with my life.

He makes everything beautiful in His time.

Indeed, He has made everything beautiful. I just haven’t seen it yet.

I love the life testimonies of Joseph and Jesus. Our God knows how to use hardship and suffering — even injustice and cruelty — for His purposes and His glory.

My “hardship” is nothing. My problem is my desire to be in control of my days. I need to yield to Him.

It’s all about surrender. And about watching to see how He makes something beautiful out of my life.

We brought Dad home a few days ago and will be caring for him ourselves now. We’re grateful for his determination to embrace life and care for himself as much as possible. Now, we’re all in the process of finding a new normal.

But, I know that in God’s time, it will be beautiful. 

He “causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” Through the “things” in life, He molds and makes us into “the image of His Son.” (Romans 8:28-29a)